Ruthless

Follow Me, I like that shit. Taylor. Twenty something. Lion Heart. California bred, Carolina fed. Prosthetic rockin' lil mama. Reckless. Headstrong. Outspoken. Dirty ass chucks on a bad bitch, LACE UP🎶


Digest every little word that I'm spittin cause, it's food for thought so pay attention. EST.19XX is family❤️

prosthetic-princess asked: I can relate to your most recent text post completely! I lost my left leg below the knee and right toes due to an accident this past January. All I do now is sleep and sleep and feel terrible. I know we have to accept these huge changes in our lives but it's so hard dealing with it. We just have to keep the faith.

You’re so right sweetpea💕 This too shall pass. It took me roughly a year or so to get past sleeping constantly. One day you’ll wake up with the drive to do something spontaneous, so when that time comes, get up and do it!

I’m a mess I must confess.

I’m hurting so badly. I would sleep forever if I could, because right now that’s the only thing holding me together. But sadly enough sleep is hard to find when I’m needing it most. My body aches, my nerves are going crazy and nothing is helping. No amount of pain medicine, ice and heat, nerve sedatives, muscle relaxers, or anything else is helping at this point. My pain management appointment on Wednesday can’t come quick enough. I’m barely functional, I’m an emotional wreck. Something has got to give, I can’t do this shit anymore. I’m on the verge of breaking. I’m engulfed in my own personal hell and I can’t seem to find my way out.. I need help.

You’d never understand the words that are screaming inside of my head. These eyes tell a story that the heart no longer can. Get inside my universe.

You’d never understand the words that are screaming inside of my head. These eyes tell a story that the heart no longer can. Get inside my universe.

We’ve been following each other all night now. 
We ought to be all over each other like right now. 
I don’t like crowds lets take flight now. 
Cause that face that you make reminds me of my life now.

We’ve been following each other all night now.
We ought to be all over each other like right now.
I don’t like crowds lets take flight now.
Cause that face that you make reminds me of my life now.

Anonymous asked: I am a below elbow amputee I have only ever used a body powered prosthetic hook. Is there any pros or con's between the myo and the hook. Just curious. By the way your awesome!

I like both. But my myo doesn’t fit into my life right now whereas my hook does. It’s all a matter of preference.

Anonymous asked: If a devotee tried to date you, would that be out of the question for you? What would be the best strategy for going about approaching you? I think letting you know would mean a solid nosedive and crash of all chances. Then- excluding the people you knew previous to your incident, wouldn't you be condemned to wonder if every single man or woman after your heart was, even if in some way, a devotee? Isn't it better to be wanted for who you are than to be merely tolerated for missing something?

I’d like to know either way. I’m pretty nonjudgmental, but I think I’d always wonder if they were there for me or for my lack of limbs. I want to be loved for me, not what I’ve lost. I live with it every day, and I need not be reminded of what’s missing.

doesthisurlsuitme asked: omg if you write an autobiography you should call it a farewell to arms

I love it!

I didn’t fall in love with you.

I walked into love with you, with my eyes wide open, choosing to take every step along the way.

I do believe in fate and destiny, but I also believe we are only fated to do the things that we’d choose anyway.

And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.

—The Chaos Of Stars (via ranjhana)

(Source: horanywithharry, via dreamerssingingwishes)

Anonymous asked: I'm a devotee, there's no point in hiding it. But either way, I want you to know I think you're the kind of girl I'd go through hell and back for. Missing limbs or not. :) Stay golden.

Thank you. I appreciate that!

Anonymous asked: Have u used any other upper extremity prosthetic such as a hook type or just myo?

I’ve use a hook as well as myo’s!

Hey hey💁

Hey hey💁

free your mind

When enemies are at your door
I’ll carry you away from war. 
If you need help, if you need help.
Your hope dangling by a string
I’ll share in your suffering
To make you well, to make you well.

Give me reasons to believe
That you would do the same for me.

And I would do it for you, for you.
Baby, I’m not moving on
I’ll love you long after you’re gone.
For you, for you.
You will never sleep alone.
I’ll love you long after you’re gone
And long after you’re gone, gone, gone.

When you fall like a statue
I’m gon’ be there to catch you
Put you on your feet, you on your feet.
And if your well is empty
Not a thing will prevent me.
Tell me what you need, what do you need?

I surrender honestly.
You’ve always done the same for me.

So I would do it for you, for you.
Baby, I’m not moving on,
I’ll love you long after you’re gone.
For you, for you.
You will never sleep alone.
I’ll love you long after you’re gone
And long after you’re gone, gone, gone.

You’re my back bone.
You’re my cornerstone.
You’re my crutch when my legs stop moving.
You’re my head start.
You’re my rugged heart.
You’re the pulse that I’ve always needed.
Like a drum, baby, don’t stop beating.
When enemies are at your door
I’ll carry you away from war.
If you need help, if you need help.
Your hope dangling by a string
I’ll share in your suffering
To make you well, to make you well.

Give me reasons to believe
That you would do the same for me.

And I would do it for you, for you.
Baby, I’m not moving on
I’ll love you long after you’re gone.
For you, for you.
You will never sleep alone.
I’ll love you long after you’re gone
And long after you’re gone, gone, gone.

When you fall like a statue
I’m gon’ be there to catch you
Put you on your feet, you on your feet.
And if your well is empty
Not a thing will prevent me.
Tell me what you need, what do you need?

I surrender honestly.
You’ve always done the same for me.

So I would do it for you, for you.
Baby, I’m not moving on,
I’ll love you long after you’re gone.
For you, for you.
You will never sleep alone.
I’ll love you long after you’re gone
And long after you’re gone, gone, gone.

You’re my back bone.
You’re my cornerstone.
You’re my crutch when my legs stop moving.
You’re my head start.
You’re my rugged heart.
You’re the pulse that I’ve always needed.
Like a drum, baby, don’t stop beating.